I get so angry when people tell me rape/abuse victims should not wait years to tell their story. That they should tell it right away, or it will not be authentic...blah, blah, blahhhh. But it is still authentic to me 7 years later. I remember his cigarette smell, his thick slightly grey mustache, his deep, … Continue reading I thought I Could
I’m honestly not sure why people buy books on how to be a parent. It is very odd to me. For one, no child is alike. So, what may work for one child most certainly wont work for the other. I think being a mom is not easy and it is not always fulfilling. And … Continue reading motherhood.
It’s so crazy…. (life after) I look at myself in the mirror now and I know that I am loved, and I know that I am beautiful, and it is a wonderful thing. I must thank my man for that. You can call it weak, because some will say I should know already, but coming … Continue reading It’s so crazy…
When you’re feeling unbelievably happy you must let your guard down and trust it. I was so unbelievably unhappy, that when happiness steered my way, I did not know what to do with it. I think many women miss out on the man of their dreams, because the guy who wants to give them the … Continue reading happiness.
You never really know what people are going through. So, it is best to treat people how you want to be treated, even if they don’t treat you how you should be treated. I tell people this all the time. Its one thing if a man cheats on you with a condom. It is still … Continue reading free.
You never think you'll end you being abused until it happens to you, and when it is happening, you're always in denial. Being homeless all of 2012 was an experience to never forget. My abuser, who shall remain nameless, because he doesn’t deserve a name, had me in his total control. Before we became … Continue reading locked in with the abuser. pt2
As a story teller for ten years, its hard to sometimes keep in touch with reality, and know the difference between what is real, and what is not real. And that can be hard, when your reality was a horror. I must go back 10 years ago. I met a guy who will remain nameless. … Continue reading First thoughts on the abuser